definella's sanctuary

ang labo ng title ko. kelangan pa ata ng explanation.
                

last year, nung mga panahong active pa ko sa pagpopost at pagbibisita ng mga blogs ng iba. hindi pa ganito ang itsura ng pag "create new post". astig pa yung dati kasi kahit sa cellphone lang nakakapagpost ako.


ngayon, na gusto ko na magbalik.. naiinis naman ako!
nag-upgrade na pala ang blogspot. ganito na ang itsura ng pag "create new post".

we're almost there,

I almost give up,
I planned it weeks ago,
& i thought i'm strong enough...
enough to let you go.

days have passed,
I trained myself to be numb,
I tried not to care,
though honestly it tears me apart.

I love you so much,
and I know you knew that.
but what is love,
if we always fight?

you don't understand my point
and i hardly understand yours.

when I thought there's no more use
in winning our battle,
when giving up is the only way,
I fin'lly decided to end it up.

I keep asking you for a day to meet up,
I even got mad cause you're not riding my plan.
we're not actually fighting that night,
i was the only mad and you were calm.

i hate it. you were different that night,
you ain't picking on me or even
throwing back your anger.

you stayed calm and damned!
for i realized by that moment..

I still love you, and yes... I couldn't afford to loose you.
I love you enough to let you go.



CHAROOOOOTTTTT!!!!
  
basta lang makabitaw ng tula.